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What a few weeks of wonderful joy, first of all I hit the mark of 85 pounds lost and have 48 more to go. I have been going out on lots of dates and meeting new people. I was walking up the stairs on Sunday night and I thought wow it feels so good to be pain free with my knee. I'm really happy with my life and glad that I'm so free and having the time of my life. On Saturday night I really had a great scene with David and the fire show was wonderful. There were so many friends and people at my club and I got home about 5 am and I have never felt so alive. On Sunday I went to a friend's rope party and all we did was laugh and share in great fun. I'm glad I did my last post in my blog because it release me of my past and showed me that I could take responsibility for my actions in life. In return for doing something good I was blocked by the person in question on alt, AOL, and myspace. I did my best to correct my action and I was rewarded by having the person in question show their true color. I am so free of my past and know that a friendship is something that he wishes not from me. So I am free and very glad that I have moved on and want to thank the person in question for making an exit out of my life. I see things so clearly now and I have true happiness within myself. I have been enjoying dating and being treated like a lady again. It's nice to have someone buy me dinner and enjoy my company and most of all to respect me. Its good to be free and I know that I have bright future and that I have worked through the pain. I now will begin my journey to find true happiness with someone that will cherish me and be kind to me. My next love will be a man of honor and respect. Enough about the past it's now the time to stay in the present moment of life and find joy and happiness in the small things that life has to offer. It also feels good to feel sexy again and to be desire by some amazing men. I have found me again and I'm so grateful for all my lessons in life that had gotten me to this place in life. Thank you for reading this blog and hope that helps others that is in the process of healing and letting go. Kiss kiss and smile know that you are loved. I love finding new recipes on Bakespace.com it has helped me a lot in my weight lost. Thanks